Youngest kid of six with an inferiority and black sheep complex, but determined that God saves not just his soul to heaven but the remainder of his manic-depressive life, so others won't say he became a Christian and remained a jerk.
i won't be transparent before i'm opaque. and you'll get to know me starting from the small things: who my favourite bands are. what kind of movies i like. who are my heroes.
I’m convinced that when confronted with sincere, real love, the Jesus factor will become obvious. But let’s not plant the cross before we carry it. I’m not trying to con you.
Some dreams are meant to be achieved. I know that. But maybe other dreams are meant to drive us, privately. Never known to anyone but ourselves.
It is a sadness that, when choosing between crying and sighing, will choose sighing. I'd almost say that melancholy is being sad about sadness itself.
On memory and nostalgia
It saddens me when life moves forward and people decide that certain things are worth forgetting.
I've learnt that the word irregardless is filed as a non-standard word in the English language. That's a lexicographer's way of saying it's not a real word.
Crowds are fickle things. So when we stand in the thousands and cry against the present government, do we know who we're actually crying for?
People always want the best for themselves. But I want to sometimes take second or third or fourth best, just so that the loser down the road doesn't always have to come in last. It must feel like shit to always come in last.
On growing old
Leasehold property make me feel sad. It doesn't matter how old the family photos are that you put on your wall. It's your family but it's not really your wall.
I ask you, if God loves everyone, and if God is also incapable of loving evil, how can there be such a thing as an evil man?
On a daily basis
One line quips, like this.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
THERE'S MAYA EVERYWHERE
jan.han: hello. i am really pleased with myself today
Fergus: hello! why? tell
jan.han: i went hunting for some software in the faculty. not all computers in the faculty has it and i found it :)
Fergus: wah. what software was this?
jan.han: rhino. 3D program. the hunt was like a treasure hunt. ask here. check the computers. ask again at the information. get some names. look for them. email. no reply. get more names. go look for them. get an affirmative answer - 7th floor. pleased as 2 peas in the pod
Fergus: waaahhh. seriously, that's one hard puppy to find
jan.han: its not installed on all computers
Fergus: yala... is it really rare or rarely used or just poorly distributed?
jan.han: there's maya everywhere
Fergus: man, what you just said is so hindu, it's not funny
jan.han: wats hindu
Fergus: your comment that there's maya everywhere
jan.han: there is, the program.
Labels: dialogue, language
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