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Youngest kid of six with an inferiority and black sheep complex, but determined that God saves not just his soul to heaven but the remainder of his manic-depressive life, so others won't say he became a Christian and remained a jerk.


MAIN THEMES

On identity
i won't be transparent before i'm opaque. and you'll get to know me starting from the small things: who my favourite bands are. what kind of movies i like. who are my heroes.

On Christianity
I’m convinced that when confronted with sincere, real love, the Jesus factor will become obvious. But let’s not plant the cross before we carry it. I’m not trying to con you.

On dreams
Some dreams are meant to be achieved. I know that. But maybe other dreams are meant to drive us, privately. Never known to anyone but ourselves.


OTHER THEMES

On melancholy
It is a sadness that, when choosing between crying and sighing, will choose sighing. I'd almost say that melancholy is being sad about sadness itself.

On memory and nostalgia
It saddens me when life moves forward and people decide that certain things are worth forgetting.

On language
I've learnt that the word irregardless is filed as a non-standard word in the English language. That's a lexicographer's way of saying it's not a real word.

On politics
Crowds are fickle things. So when we stand in the thousands and cry against the present government, do we know who we're actually crying for?

On society
People always want the best for themselves. But I want to sometimes take second or third or fourth best, just so that the loser down the road doesn't always have to come in last. It must feel like shit to always come in last.

On growing old
Leasehold property make me feel sad. It doesn't matter how old the family photos are that you put on your wall. It's your family but it's not really your wall.

On philosophy
I ask you, if God loves everyone, and if God is also incapable of loving evil, how can there be such a thing as an evil man?

On a daily basis
One line quips, like this.


CHAT





Thursday, April 12, 2007
THERE'S MAYA EVERYWHERE

jan.han
: hello. i am really pleased with myself today
Fergus: hello! why? tell
jan.han: i went hunting for some software in the faculty. not all computers in the faculty has it and i found it :)
Fergus: wah. what software was this?
jan.han: rhino. 3D program. the hunt was like a treasure hunt. ask here. check the computers. ask again at the information. get some names. look for them. email. no reply. get more names. go look for them. get an affirmative answer - 7th floor. pleased as 2 peas in the pod
Fergus: waaahhh. seriously, that's one hard puppy to find
jan.han: its not installed on all computers
Fergus: yala... is it really rare or rarely used or just poorly distributed?
jan.han: there's maya everywhere
Fergus: man, what you just said is so hindu, it's not funny
jan.han: wats hindu
Fergus: your comment that there's maya everywhere
jan.han: there is, the program.

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Genusfrog [ 9:25 am ]

3 Comments:

  • 11:25 AM me: there is, the program.
    you read too much.
    7 minutes
    11:33 AM Fergus: i don't read at all. i barely read
    11:34 AM me: you read too much [in the extra meanings from my sentence, but the fact is that you read my sentence]

    By Blogger oomoo, at 6:18 am  

  • i never understood your 11.34 comment. "but the fact is that you read my sentence"? errr... yalah!

    By Blogger Goodchristianboy, at 9:37 am  

  • you read it twice, even typed the sentence out.

    By Blogger oomoo, at 1:44 am  

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